Snap out of it!

 

I often say, and people often think, that I’m a Type A personality. But, in reality, I’M not, but my BRAIN is. I’m actually a pretty mellow person. I don’t jump from thing to thing, I’m not always running around. I’m not busy climbing the corporate ladder. But my brain? It doesn’t stop. I am constantly thinking, mulling over, analyzing, or just plain picking something apart in my head. Don’t get me wrong, it’s not always bad stuff I’m picking apart, in fact it’s actually usually good stuff. My point is, it never stops. My husband sometimes makes fun of me about it and I say to him, “I defy you to spend 30 seconds inside my head and see if you don’t put your hands over your ears and run away screaming…”

So last week I had a pretty bad week. I dropped the ball on something and just couldn’t figure out what happened, what I was doing wrong. So what did I do? I poked at it and poked at it and poked at it….and then I poked at it some more. In other words, I kept this thing that I couldn’t figure out, that I was very upset about, fully present in my ‘now.’ I kept that bad feeling vibration going, and going, and going. I just couldn’t let it go! I HAD to figure it out! And I felt awful. Now I admit, sometimes when I’m faced with a challenge, I poke at it until I figure it out. Like for example a computer problem that I stay up all night trying to fix. That’s different though. It’s a challenge and it’s really not personal. It’s the computer that’s messing up, not me. But this was me ‘failing’ in my mind, so it was way different.

After 3 days of me carrying this thing around I was so exhausted that some part of me just said, “SNAP OUT OF IT!” And I gave up. I let it go. I just had to trust that God/Spirit/Universe was going to show me how to fix this. And guess what happened? Like later that same day?

When you work in the “energy field” (and I don’t mean Duke power…) you learn that ‘when you give a session, you get a session.’ So in the middle of all of this I saw a client and her big message was all about getting out of the way and trusting that your ‘Team’…again God/Spirit/Universe or whatever it is you call yours…has your back and you just need to trust and let go. Later in the week I gave an Animal Reading and guess what message the animal had for her human? Yep, get out of the way, walk away, trust, and let go. Unfortunately, I was too caught up in trying to figure this out on my own, that I wasn’t hearing the messages that were there for me too. But damned if God/Spirit/Universe didn’t keep throwing them in my path.

Sometimes you can’t convince yourself to let go, to stop thinking about it, to walk away from it, and to trust. (Especially if you have a Type A Brain.) But sometimes, a part of you is able to smack the other part of you in the face and say…

SNAP OUT OF IT!

And then you can go pour yourself a cocktail and wait for the answer…

In Munay…